loneliness taunts you and once you get that attention you’ve been craving, it pressures you, it tells you why not? and convinces you that maybe things could work out, because loneliness is just the want to know that you still matter, that although there’s 7 billion people on this earth you’re at least desirable to one, and just that thought makes it feel okay…
(One of the most empowering things I’ve ever been told. I’ll never forget it.)
Tumblr used to be a comfort to be.
I feel alone, everywhere, online, with ny boyfriend, with my “friends”, at work, with my family…
I don’t know what to do.
Please know that if you date me, I am a very touchy person. I will like to pet your head and hold your hand, rub your shoulders or hug you a lot. Simply put, to physically feel you in some way is very comforting to me and I can’t really apologize for it, it just feels natural to me and makes me happy.